.19.Brazilian.Berklee 2016.PK, MK, TCK.Composer/songwriter.Kinda smart.
When I walk around, I frequently stop to look at/analyze the colors, and the shapes the buildings make with each other, and the juxtaposition of a bunch of stuff. Life is worth looking at.
I’m learning basic German and for some reason they call genderless nouns “neuter nouns.” I feel so guilty, like, I keep thinking:
“So that’s neuter, oh that’s feminine, that’s masculine, nope this one has no genitals definitely neuter…”
It would be nice if I could just turn off my feelings for a while because they’re messy and complicated and I don’t feel like dealing with them. Can’t I just repress them for later?
Aaaaand let’s go to the board, do we have “repression”?
DINGDINGDING one of the most common ways of ineffectively dealing with your emotions, practically tied with escapism!
I just watched an old episode of Out Of The Box and I’m crying from all the memories.
At some point, “incognito” is going to be a code word for porn and it’ll all be Google Chrome’s fault.
I know this is pretty fucked up but if you ever want to see an old guy killing himself (peacefully[ish]) right next to his wife, and learn about something lots of people don’t want to talk about, you can watch this documentary:
So, I slept for a half-hour then got up and took a shower so that I can go do a thing I need to do and, y’know, make my life worthwhile.
But instead I sat down. And didn’t get up. And now I’m not going. And this is how my life works. And, honestly, there’s a problem somewhere but I don’t know what it is or how to fix it.